cutiejanna

if your gonna use me tell me

Thu, 19 Oct 2006 02:09:26 GMT

well i haven't posted a entry in forever so here it goes!!!

i have a job at sobeys in peterborough so that is taking a lot of my time and when i am not there i am usually here thinking of where i am going in my life am i just meant to be a deli girl at a grocery store?? i love children do not get me wrong but it just isn't the career for me. my sister has been the only supportive one in my family who has actually understood where i am coming from if your not happy with something why not change it so that you can be happy.
since i have left school i have been actually doing thinking yes joanna has been doing thinking. for instance what is my purpose in this world there is a reason why i am here.
so i did have a boyfriend but i fucked that up he said he wanted a break and i said fuck that just break up with me i dont wait around for anyone
i have realized that guys are only good when theyre your friend i have had such a bad luck with guys im turning lesbian thats right andy you read right LESBIAN i was with this guy for 4 months 4 fuckin months of my life that i can not get back well fuck it

in the past few weeks i have thrown my good girl innocent attitude right out the window i have now got the tell it like it is attitude im really more outspoken more!!

right now i am only going to assosicate with people that tell it like it is who don't beat around the fuckin bush just come out and say it like if your gonna use me fuckin tell me so im aware of the fact

thats all my venting for now tune in next week for who knows what

peace

<3
xoxo
J'aNnA

weekend of drunkenness

Mon, 02 Oct 2006 19:19:32 GMT

well i had a very fun weekend i must say but really i think my weekend started on thursday.. my thursday kinda sucked but i ended up drinking anyway with andy making fun of me the next day which i don't blame him for we had a pretty spicy convo on msn if i do say so myself i am not going to go into details mainly since i do not want to embarrass myself especially.
friday i did not do much at all just layed around the house as always i was gonna go to the college but didn't up going mainly cause of my laziness its a disease i tell ya.. i didn't even go out at all just watched some movies with my girls chick flick night it was so much fun i laughed a lot and cried during a walk to remember ya i know im a sap but all i want is a star named after me like how cool would that be really i would melt honestly.
saturday started off great cleaned my room a little did a huge load of laundry and our new roommate moved in which was awesome him and my roommate miranda are actually going out so if something happens i am not gonna wanna be around maybe i'll chill with andy when that happens who knows im not gonna lie andy is pretty high on my list of best friends...wait he owes me a giant bear hug come to think of it!!!
so saturday night was like any other saturday night girls night out at the bar and the bar of choice was SIN!! it was head of trent this weekend to and i wanted to go but ya it didn't happen but life goes on
even before i got to bar i had a 26er of rum in my stomach and was still drinking on the way to the bar i like to think im a rebel when im drinking but i don't think i am
oh and get this i burped outside of td and i puked haha then five seconds later my friend cori did it was kinda gross and funny at the same time we waited in line for like a hr

had a great time !!!

on sunday i let andy down i was supposed to be at the finish line for run for the cure and i wasn't there i hope he forgives me im gonan try and make it up to him

so that was my weekend now i am just around my house on this beautiful monday afternoon doing more laundry and cleaning this pig sty i call a room

Fri, 29 Sep 2006 23:38:17 GMT

so this is my first blog hope everyone likes it haha
where to start hmmm

well my name is Jo-Anna but i like to be called Janna well cause it has been my name since i was 15 and i am now 21 so ya it just fits me and my personality. i am currently living in peterborough with one of my friends and its a huge house which can be a awesome party at times!! i have a boyfriend who i love very much no matter what i say sometimes... i was going to fleming but within the last week i have withdrewfrom my program which just happened to be early childhood education.. it was my last year as well but i just wasn't happy so i thought it would be the best thing for me to do. so i am now working at sobeys on lansdowne as a deli girl and on tuesday i have a job interview for zellers and hope i get that as well.. this weekend in peterborough is head of trent i am really looking forward to it i never went the last 2 years that i have been around but thought that it would be fun to go.. i am also bringing one of my best friends nessa to it she just started college and i hope her all the best!! my friends means a lot to me i will drop anything that i am doing for a friend that is in need. i am really into photography and yes i do love myself which you will be able to tell by the pictures on here...
so have a great weekend party hard and keep it real!!!

<3
xox
J'aNnA